Desperado

Desperado. When we reach a certain age in our life, all of us are desperate for a partner in life. Someone who can care and love us, and someone who we can love and care for.

Some people will resort to finding anyone to be their partner for life for the fear that it will be harder to look for a partner as their age increases. However, finding a partner is a very important process. If you choose the wrong person, you are stuck with that person for the rest of your life (on the presumption that separation or divorce is not available). Why should we lower our expectation or standards as we grow older? Of course, if you are 40 years old, and you expect to find a girl that is 16 years old, that may be an unrealistic expectation. But if you expect to find a partner who is humble and full of fraternity, why should you lower this expectation even though you are older?

I had a dream last night. A girl I liked a few years ago but havn't seen since came up to me and wanted me to be with her. But I already have someone else in my mind now. In the dream, I ended up being with that girl i liked a few years ago as I knew she was a guaranteed partner, whereas I am not even sure whether the girl I currently like has the same feelings for me. The first question I asked myself when I woke up from this dream was whether I am really a desperado.

Desperdo, why don't you come to your senses?