Resolution?

Maybe finally there is some sort of resolution.

After a few weeks of not talking, we finally had a chat about ministry issues. It was kept at a very high level. And then we discussed about certain rumours about us, and it was implied that this needs to be sorted as there is no way they will eventuate. In effect, she said that to me, to which I agreed. And we agreed that we will no longer be able to share personal views and thoughts, so as to keep a clear division in our relationship and not cross the boundaries between friends and lovers.

This, in a way, is good but it feels like losing a friend and someone that I can share things with.

In relation to the other person, she has decided to try another place and her reasons are solid. Even though she said this has got nothing to do with me, I am sure I may be the catalyst or one of the reasons why she is doing so. To this, I am guilty.

It feels like I am losing two people from my life at the same time.

However, I am really grateful for the care and concern shown by certain people, and it was the right timing for me to receive a pack of cards today titled "52 Ways to Mend a Broken Heart". Thanks, guys.