I have just realised I don't know what love is. What does it mean to love someone? How come people draw conclusions and force me to make decisions all the time. Can't a guy and a girl be close and yet not be in a relationship? What is wrong for me to drive her car, or talking to her on the phone each day? I care for her, but I have not thought of her in that way. Am I selfish? Am I enjoying the fruits of being in a relationship without the commitment of giving a status to the other person? Am I too afraid to take risks, and therefore not being to enjoy the full benefits? Am I being unfair to her? Why are things so hard and complicated? So am I going to lose a friend or a lover?
Noone can help me. Maybe I am not ready to be in a relationship. But I am not getting any younger. I may end up alone, rejected, despised and unwanted. Maybe I should just get lost and disappear off the face of this earth.....................................
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God has the solutions to every problem we face. Try listening during your prayers to keep in tune with God and you might just get the solution.
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