There are so many reasons for joy - the birth of our Saviour, the Christmas parties where we exchange gifts for one another, being involved as part of the initiative at work to donate food to the homeless....
But my mind is focused on just one issue... a choice I have to make, a choice which I may regret or be excited about...
Throughout my life, I have been at this stage many times. But each time is harder than the last. Maybe I carry too much burdens. Maybe I still don't know what to do.
I can continue to live my life, to be with people, and try not to address the issue. I can laugh with people to try to cover my sense of uneasiness. I can continue to type "lol" to people but not mean it. But when things quiet down, the issue is there again. It will be haunting me unless there is a resolution.
It's hard for others to help me. What do I expect them to do? Ultimately its up to me and what I feel is the right decision to make.
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Decide first what it is that you are want, then start implementing actions to achieve that goal.
But realizing that there are current issues is the first step to correcting an issue (lol)
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