Gratitude

So much things have been happening in my life lately, the most significant being the potential for the discovery of a certain serious illness in me. The pending medical procedure happens in a few days time and I have been quite worried about it lately and the potential result that comes out of it, to the extent that I am not able to work properly. The whole anticipation has been so tense and stressful.

Have I lived out my life in a way which God wants me to live? Even if it turns out to be something treatable or minor, I will still need to think about how I should live the rest of my life. If not, then it may be too late. Have I made use of my time here? Have I used all the gifts that God has given me? How do I face Him?

Its hard for me to tell people about this, so if you are reading this and I havn't told you, don't take it to heart.

To those who have given me encouragement and support over the past few weeks, my appreciation goes out to you. It has been hard, especially when my family is not here at the moment. I thank God for providing me with support from the most unlikely places.