Back to Square One

So close and yet so far....

To have a job offer on hand, to have signed the offer and to have made plans to make to move... only to be struck by uncertainty and doubt with events happening at the last minute, resulting in me withdrawing my acceptance...

Maybe this is an indication that I should be pursuing something else... something totally different...

Although I feel mentally tired and strained by the whole process, I feel at peace with the decision I have made. The favourable response from the other side came as a bit of a surprise, so maybe I made the right decision as there were other factors happening on the other side I am not aware of.

It is ironic that the more option one has, the more one feels traps in one's current situation.